Lately I've been having trouble sleeping. I always have trouble falling asleep, but once I'm asleep I'm usually fine. I can wake up to roll over, check the clock, pee, whatever, and fall right back to sleep. But the last week or so, after I wake up at all I'm just up.
I have friends who have insomnia and they get things done. They clean their houses or read books or whatever. I just lie in bed with my thoughts racing, occasionally dozing just enough to have racing-thoughts dreams that leave me more tired than before. I wish I could be a productive insomniac. I wish I could get things done. But most of all, I wish I could just sleep!